Schizo; Caught in Two Worlds

Some days, I feel this roiling sadness,
Somber clouds of languish, imprison me in gloom
Strange voices whisper sucking away gladness
Shadows guzzle up my soul; conjuring doom…

Ominous thoughts flit across the canvas of mind
Obfuscating any chance of good coming in
Onerous task negotiating life’s grind
O Lord! mindfield explodes, high odds to win….

Mystically I’m lured into some strange heart
Magically, I enter a new universe!
Mellifluous fantasies, swirl I stand apart…
Medicines drown both my worlds; boon or a curse?

Yay! Some days, I’m conquering every bane
Yet, on other days, I forget even my name
Yearn to suppress alogia, to feel sane
Yes, I’m living in two worlds, playing a new game!
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Aarthi Karanam

Aarthi.V.Karanam has an MA in English Literature. She is a teacher, yoga instructor and a member of a woman empowerment group. She is interested in teaching differently abled children. She is also a successful homemaker handling two feisty children.
Her first love and passion has always been writing.

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