A Very Ordinary Girl

Timid and scared, lacking all confidence, 
I crave for love , though I deserve not, 
It hurts when ignored, pains when mom scolds,
Suffer immensely as friends mock or ignore,

Tears flow unabated at teacher’s casual remark,
With bowed head I plan murder or suicide 
Vulnerable and weak , true talent I seek,
I retort with anger inediquate I feel,

Mirror mocks at me, as a pimple sprouts, 
Feel ugliest in the world , envious of friends, 
Parents feel like enemies, strangers attract, 
A heart fired by passions, fierce and strange,

Rebellious and fiery, ready to start a war,
Flaring at comments and compliments,
Partying with friends or seeking solitude,
Unpredictable and mystic, just make a guess. 
Is it just me or every teenaged girl ?