It is about time I stopped hiding. 

 My partner and I have a relationship that is not widely accepted in our society, but I have no regrets about being different. I never felt the need for a boyfriend, boys never attracted me, but I admire my fellow girls. At that time, I did not know the meaning of this attraction. In college, I fell in love with my fellow student, Shweta. In Shweta, I found someone like me in thinking, support, and love. We shared a perfect camaraderie. Our bond grew stronger over the years, and now it is time to reveal our relationship to our families.  

Our families did not approve of our relationship because we wanted to marry someone of the same gender. They used emotional pleading, torture, and physical abuse to try to change our minds. When we did not, they disowned us. Society was also very harsh, making our lives a living hell. People would give us unsolicited suggestions and taunts as if we were on display. However, we found support, compassion, advice, and friendship from a support group made up of people who had faced similar rejection. 

We exchanged our vows and received support from our community. They welcomed us warmly, and we met many people who, like us, were rejected by society and family and were living on their terms. We were happy together and set up our careers. 

After five years, our families stopped acknowledging us. We both felt a void in our lives and longed for motherhood. We considered using a sperm donor and discussed this with our doctor, explaining our same-sex marriage and asking for assistance in arranging for a sperm donor. 

Shweta decided to proceed with the process. After two attempts, Shweta got pregnant, and both of us were overjoyed. Now we can experience the happiness of being parents.  

However, society once again intervened in our decision. They criticized our choices and made derogatory remarks behind our backs. Two girls in a same-sex marriage are now welcoming a child. They made every effort to make our lives miserable. We stood tall and fought against the two-faced ways of this society. 

After nine months, we became parents and embraced a baby girl. Her arrival completed our family and filled a void in our lives. We named her Roshini, as she brought so much illumination into our lives and I am Raina. 

Life is not a bed of roses for us. The struggles in life are never-ending. Society keeps putting a question mark on our choices and we keep eradicating these marks. Why is it so difficult to accept a relationship like ours through society? We are a part of this human race. We are normal walking, talking individuals like others. Why can't our family accept us the way we are with our choices? 

Yes, I am Different.