Slump

The cluttering in my head buzzes all the time with sound
My heart bleeds and my eyes weep tears of sorrow
I missed myself in my body, my soul howls
How did I become a shadow
Of my past self
A skeleton
Kaboom
I wonder how I got drenched in this misery of hopelessness
My body shakes with fear and cold in a moment
The vision gets blurred with strange images mind weaves
A suicide symphony crosses my being
My body cries help
Being Me
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